2006-01-15 - 11:25 a.m.
I'm not going to cry, but god dammit if i don't feel like it.
man... it really sucks to be in this position like this. holy shit, after that fumble, and with the colts driving, i thought the game would at least go into overtime. plus with those long throws, it just felt like it was going to be going into that 5th quarter where roethlisberger would be forced to throw the ball (if the colts didn't get it first and score), and something good could happen.
god fucking dammit all i hate this world. this is not how the new year is supposed to go. it started off all the wrong way... and it's just continuing to go that way.
but this is what i see going on during the off-season. mike doss is going to be let go of and the colts will look for a better cover safety. i'm not saying doss was responsible for losing the game, it's just that bob sanders gets caught peeking into the backfield too often and he lets the reciever on his side come over the top. this way, if there's another safety who is slightly better playing coverage, bob sanders can gamble more coming up to stop the run.
plus i'm pretty sure mike vanderjagt is gone too. he takes up like a million dollars in cap space. it doesn't have as much to do with missing that kick as it does with it just being too expensive.
besides, i'd heard that doss was a potential cap casualty too anyway.
i'm also pretty sure that david thronton will be let go as well because the colts have always seemingly let a starting linebacker walk.
hmm... i think ryan diem will be asked to lose weight to be quicker so he can defend the pass rush better on the right side. granted i don't remember him being beaten for a sack in this game, but it was a problem throughout the season.
but fucking god dammit all to hell...
joey fucking porter. i didn't hear his god damn name all game until the second to the last drive when he got two sacks off the blindside totally unblocked. and it's not like anyone missed a block or anything either, he just wasn't accounted for at all. dallas clark picked up his man on the inside like he was supposed to and edgerrin james was on the strong side blocking whoever the fuck the linebacker is on that side (clark haggans?). now that fucking asshole is going to go off shooting his fucking mouth about how they punched the fucking colts in the mouth blah blah blah. shut the fuck up you fucking two-play end-of-the-game asshole.
i fucking wish i still drank. it would make this a lot easier to deal with; mostly because i'd be passed out after throwing up.
god damn i hate the steelers. so now i hate the patriots and i hate the steelers... i think i also hate the chargers too. yeah, i hate the chargers. that's it, i'm rooting for the seahawks and bears. the seahawks because i guess seattle is my adopted west coast city; the bears because they're defense is that good; and i guess i'll cheer for the broncos so pittsburgh can shut their fucking trap.
i am going to be emotionally distraught for the next few weeks i think. like, really honestly depressed whenever i see or think about football. until the draft build up really starts, and i can start looking forward to next season.
man, i am fucking so sad...
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