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2008-06-28 - 10:59 p.m. i drink a lot now. in fact, i'm drinking right now. i like vodka a lot, possibly because it doesn't really have its own taste unless you buy the shitty ones then it tastes like fucking rubbing alcohol. but fuck that, if history has proven anything, i only buy expensive shit if i can afford it. and then, when i realize that i'm not buying as expensive as i can, i'll start buying the even more expensive shit. like macy's, fuck that damn store... i'm only shopping at banana republic and up. and when i tire of their shit, it's on to neiman marcus bitch. $200 shirts, i'm on my way. i think i'm way more chain of thought when i drink. then again, i'm not really sure, so that last statement might possibly be a lie. i think i'm doing a pretty good job typing though. i miss amber. there's something missing from the store without her there. a certain peppiness or something. plus i think i just plain liked her because she had some kind of unconditional like for me. fuck, two drinks have gone by waaaaaay too quickly, but i know that if i have a third drink, then i'll be way drunk. i haven't seen melissa this week, kinda makes me sad. she's the girl who only comes home during the summer that max swears to god likes me. i'm kinda sad. i like her because she's feisty, and she's an english major. plus, shes kinda attractive because she's got the eyes that i like. i don't know how to explain it, but i really like a girls eyes. lucy liu has the sexy ass eyes if you're looking for an example. okay, i'm gonna eat and drink more because i deserve it. i've worked two straight weeks without a day off and i might do it again next week depending on wether or not max gets promoted. i fucking hope he does... � � |