2008-10-13 - 1:32 a.m.
i hate myself
so much that i didnt use a period in that sentence or an apostrophe or an elipses in this sentence
im so tired
this is just coming out like jumbled thoughts
much like how i feel right now
i got kicked out of ala moanas inventory tonight because i had issues with a wii zapper and a cord it was tangled on
fuck everything right now
i feel like im kind of alone in my misery right now
im so tired
i dont want to run a store anymore
i just want to be an assistant again
fuckit i want to be a bookseller again where all i have to do is worry about my own shit
but i cant give up the money
not when my fucking car is broken again
yknow that seriously kinda just pushed me over the edge
everything feels like its pilling up against me
lectured twice in one week
no asm and it seems unlikely ill get one anytime soon
and now no car
fuck
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