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2015-09-12 - fuck Punyhole
2014-01-11 - short, late 20's college drop out
2014-01-07 - -
2013-11-17 - minor update for updates sake
2013-04-16 - i'll never get to see top gun in 3d becuase of you.
2013-03-07 - reassurance from someone else versus reassuring yourself?
2013-03-04 - a girl can dream. also, fuck catharsis
2013-02-06 - -
2013-01-10 - tangents and friend zones. math is gay
2012-12-31 - stupid ass hobbies and vices
2012-12-28 - fail
2012-11-11 - experience as explained by old spice
2012-01-08 - more bitching and thinking and other bullshit
2011-08-10 - fuck you homie
2011-08-03 - bitch entry
2010-12-29 - eight months
2010-04-19 - dear chelsey
2010-03-27 - -
2010-03-25 - three months, a panda bowl, and more 20-year-old girls
2009-11-23 - real life videogame sporting moments
2009-10-18 - south park as a defense
2009-10-17 - sike
2009-10-16 - stop being a bitch, ryan
2009-10-12 - re-written poem: now more poem-y
2009-10-10 - write, re-write, re-re-write... poem-y-ish... awkwardality... made up shit
2009-10-09 - one breath
2009-09-28 - challenging maui
2009-09-28 - pantoums
2009-09-19 - The Agreement
2009-09-15 - tanning by moonlight
2009-09-13 - ...because you're dead.
2009-09-12 - not really hate, just... hate
2009-09-02 - Not how most people spend a trip in vegas
2009-09-02 - Not how most people spend a trip in vegas
2009-08-31 - Doing homework in vegas
2009-08-13 - un-muddling my brain through writing
2009-08-02 - empty and anything but empty
2009-07-10 - stooopid surveys
2009-07-03 - Featuring...
2009-07-01 - awkward....
2009-06-29 - feisty
2009-06-28 - 10 miles....
2009-06-24 - anti-social
2009-06-20 - one more entry
2009-06-19 - who's heartless now, bitch!
2009-06-17 - who the fuck is emily?
2009-06-16 - hurricane blane
2009-06-16 - dissapointment, wonder, think, know, enjoy
2009-06-11 - "english major"
2009-06-11 - i hate dreams
2009-06-08 - street fighters, not "street fighter"
2009-06-01 - vacation.
2009-05-20 - 1) motivation 2) alia 3) carlie
2009-05-13 - maybe, shouldn't, should, $600, why?
2009-05-11 - mothers day, marriage, karma
2009-05-10 - just drown...
2009-05-08 - a letter to alia
2009-05-07 - breakin' the law?
2009-05-03 - zippys at 3 am
2009-04-30 - a gain
2009-04-29 - so many (random) thoughts
2009-04-25 - chocolate covered pretzel?
2009-04-22 - throwing away the perfect picture of me and randi
2009-04-12 - bitch nerd faggot
2009-04-11 - 4:16 am
2009-03-28 - running at 1 am
2009-03-26 - closure?
2009-02-18 - lame sauce day off
2009-02-11 - shredded legs
2009-02-11 - who's the bigger cunt? me?
2009-02-11 - who's the bigger cunt? me?
2009-02-11 - who's the bigger cunt? me?
2009-02-11 - who's the bigger cunt? me?
2009-02-09 - prince complex
2009-01-20 - day three
2009-01-19 - another fight, a really big one this time
2009-01-11 - the faggot entry
2008-11-21 - no time for love, dr. jones
2008-10-21 - drinking again....
2008-10-20 - fuckfuckfuck
2008-10-13 - -
2008-10-13 - i hates me
2008-10-11 - smoke smoke smoke
2008-10-06 - seeing the dead
2008-10-02 - liar liar pants on fire
- no baggage, no thank you
2008-08-28 - no idea whats going on
2008-08-27 - sloshed
2008-08-24 - more konfuzion
2008-08-18 - the buzz died :(
2008-08-17 - MOUNTAIN DEW AND VODKA!!!!
2008-08-13 - i'm only happy when it rains
2008-08-13 - reciprocity
2008-08-07 - a dignified way of committing suicide
- im so 2003
2008-08-05 - panda bowl
- blackberry entry
2008-07-24 - all sorts of shit
2008-07-23 - a bad feeling... there's that word, "ominous" again...
2008-07-20 - cleaning suxorz
2008-07-16 - a hunch
2008-07-09 - idontfuckingknowanymore
2008-07-08 - fuckthisshit
2008-07-06 - brought to you by a comment randi made on her diaryland info which i think is directed at me
2008-07-03 - it started here... it ends over there
2008-07-01 - karma
2008-06-28 - dammit, another elipses
2008-06-27 - random complaints
2008-06-20 - the more things change, the more they stay the same drama drama drama
2008-06-05 - fuckyoubreiloveyou
2008-05-25 - i miss amber already
2008-05-21 - bookstore girl
2008-05-19 - a vagina for ryan
2008-05-17 - the answer was top gun
2008-05-08 - finally meeting jasmine trias
2008-05-01 - avoidant dependent
2008-04-26 - make or break stretch... and i'm sick. boo...
2008-04-20 - another drunk entry...
2008-04-11 - ancillary
2008-04-06 - the stella was talking to me...
2008-04-04 - one long b.s. rant about too many subjects
2008-03-13 - lost my chain of thought
2008-01-26 - "ominous"
2008-01-09 - a few early predictions
2007-12-17 - the return of butterflies girl
2007-12-04 - man crush?
2007-11-30 - tim tebow facts
2007-11-26 - yay me!
2007-11-25 - horse shit
2007-11-19 - so many different things covered...
2007-11-05 - fuck...........
2007-11-02 - death... its so different for everyone
2007-11-01 - apparently i do have a reason...
2007-10-29 - angry for no reason... but not really angry...
2007-10-29 - OrGrl? Pac-10 Girl? i'll figure something out...
2007-10-19 - drinkin beers, drinkin beers, beers beers beers...
2007-10-16 - fuck rich, fuck donna, fuck bre, fuck work
2007-10-08 - fast friends
2007-10-08 - i'm so confused...
2007-10-03 - one day...
2007-09-27 - shitty shitty day
2007-09-25 - yay, halo 3 day zero is done
2007-09-21 - shitty day
2007-09-19 - happy and sad... alia and stacie
2007-09-14 - i'm back, baby!
2007-09-06 - i'm so happy!
2007-09-03 - from drinking to co-dependency
2007-08-31 - i hate my sister a little bit right now
2007-08-28 - the speech
2007-08-26 - donna vs sarah
2007-08-22 - what keeps me motivated
2007-08-21 - no balls... or sex. so it doesn't matter!
2007-08-17 - talk about chain-of-thought
2007-08-12 - what's good for me
2007-08-12 - emo me-o
2007-08-10 - a challenge!
2007-08-05 - no more swearing
2007-07-26 - school boy crush
2007-07-24 - sleeping on my feet
2007-07-23 - donna, devin, grandma, grandpa...
2007-07-23 - so fucking hot!!!
2007-07-21 - getting greedy
2007-07-21 - i'm a lesbian?
2007-07-19 - i'm... so... tired...
2007-07-18 - it's all about accountability (all of those words began with vowels)
2007-07-15 - ko-rean bbq, yay!
2007-07-15 - open message to redtangerine
2007-07-14 - happy story time!
2007-07-13 - call it what you want to call it, i'm a fucking alcoholic
2007-07-11 - how to deal with a troublesome star
2007-07-10 - "all i wanted to do...
2007-07-09 - aimless drivel
2007-07-06 - work, swearing, and elipses...
2007-07-04 - "Oh Donna"
2007-07-03 - i've been writing a lot in here lately...
2007-06-27 - not necessarily in that order
2007-06-25 - another random entry from a "retail manager"
2006-12-19 - drug dealing
2006-05-02 - my new job
2006-03-01 - giddy like a school girl... making me in love with myself
2006-01-25 - a true fan
2006-01-15 - so terrible... so utterly terrible feeling
2006-01-12 - What's the better season? Draft of Playoffs?
2006-01-08 - here we go again
2006-01-05 - something about the rose bowl turned in a pitch for amazon.com
2005-12-26 - bus pass
2005-12-16 - mondesire, mcnabb, and niggas
2005-11-18 - the scum of the earth
2005-11-14 - quiting my job was harder than it should've been
2005-11-08 - Mountain Dew and beer
2005-11-07 - the morons who populate our world
2005-11-03 - random random random shit
2005-10-19 - another update
2005-10-15 - a quick entry
2005-09-18 - angry drunk
2005-09-15 - sleeping in my own puke
2005-07-12 - deyson's dead
2005-07-07 - an angry ryan
2005-06-13 - michelle wie is getting no love
2005-04-25 - day one of undrafted free agency 2005
2005-04-25 - 10 thoughts on the nfl draft
2005-04-19 - poker sucks
2005-04-14 - stupid asses
2005-04-12 - after the surgery
2005-04-06 - nothing is going right...
2005-04-04 - ass update
2005-04-04 - ass update
2005-03-31 - stupid carson palmer asshole mother fucker
2005-03-31 - stupid carson palmer asshole mother fucker
2005-03-30 - stupid matt jones
2005-03-30 - stoked
2005-03-29 - kanack attack...
2005-03-27 - a fact finding trip to barnes & noble
2005-03-25 - weezer's "beverly hills"
2005-03-24 - canseco-ed
2005-03-12 - feeling better but not getting better
2005-03-11 - stupid ass... literally
2005-03-07 - a lost semester
2005-03-06 - a long time waiting
2005-01-13 - My playoff predictions
2004-12-24 - pulled groin muscle
2004-12-19 - tackle football
2004-12-16 - wicked awesome
2004-12-14 - a terrible season... .050
2004-12-09 - 12 hours of writing
2004-12-03 - even i suprise myself
2004-11-29 - red lights: 1, ryan: 0
2004-11-25 - knockin' niggas teeth out
2004-11-22 - at the suggestion of my religion teacher, i present you with...
2004-11-20 - free korean yakiniku? korean yakiniku for free?
2004-11-19 - my USC rant
2004-11-18 - tra la la la la la la, tra la la la la la
2004-11-17 - "my teacher just called me a smart ass?"
2004-11-17 - these lesbian friends of mine called me up last night
2004-11-14 - stupid stool
2004-11-13 - geezus i bought a lot of cds
2004-11-07 - sushi and soju
2004-11-06 - kinda blinded
2004-11-04 - i'm like ghandi minus the asetic lifestyle and piousness
2004-11-03 - fuckin' red sox... oh well... it was worth it?
2004-11-03 - i'm feeling very ornery right now
2004-11-02 - the election is just like fantasy football
2004-10-31 - go bears
2004-10-29 - again, why i like sports
2004-10-28 - i like my teachers
2004-10-27 - the red sox win?
2004-10-27 - the end of the world
2004-10-22 - i bring out the worst in people
2004-10-21 - i'm not allowed to date randi anymore
2004-10-19 - go sox
2004-10-13 - WWJD?
2004-10-13 - life and death and sports and cruised by ugly guys and my headphones are broken
2004-10-09 - i'm rich, bitch!
2004-10-04 - very chain-of-thought
2004-10-03 - go warrirors?
2004-09-22 - purfying the gene pool in a not genocidal mass murder way
2004-09-17 - i'm such a wise ass
2004-09-15 - fantasy football hurts my brain
2004-09-10 - willie mcginist that fucker
2004-09-09 - yes, i am ready for some football
2004-09-05 - "Yeah, fuck you too buddy"
2004-09-01 - yankees lose 22-0? w-t-f mate?
2004-08-17 - unless your kellen winslow II...
2004-08-17 - "why do they even have you up here?"
2004-08-15 - it's time for some football!
2004-08-11 - i'm still here...
2004-07-29 - i'm still alive. and so's maile.
2004-07-21 - kitty
2004-07-14 - ncaa football 2005
2004-07-11 - mean streak
2004-07-02 - to makakilo and back and then red hill and back
2004-06-25 - jealous, angry, sad, something...
2004-06-24 - it shouldn't bother me...
2004-06-21 - food court pimp and butterballs
2004-06-20 - the 16-and-under crowd
2004-06-16 - more about yesterday
2004-06-15 - bad day but ended nicely
2004-06-10 - i really shouldn't have done this update
2004-05-12 - two sentences and a six pack
2004-05-07 - i love you fucktard
2004-05-07 - i hate stupid chicks
2004-05-03 - satan's hand job
2004-04-25 - freakin' pat tillman
2004-04-19 - a-rod still sucks!
2004-04-19 - god save me from your followers
2004-04-17 - she has a for real boyfriend
2004-04-15 - i feel like a jerk
2004-04-12 - fucking resurection day
2004-04-11 - plan 1 and plan 2
2004-04-06 - girls do it too
2004-04-01 - fuck waldenbooks
2004-03-29 - more about autobacs and motorex
2004-03-23 - california gets a big ass share of my money
2004-03-18 - more freakin' out about tepanyaki girl
2004-03-07 - back to church
2004-03-07 - more liberal chritianity bashing because i hate god and america
2004-03-04 - rejected three times
2004-02-29 - battle of fate
2004-02-29 - blood and beer are a bad mix
2004-02-27 - making friends by making enemies
2004-02-25 - the aneurisms strike again
2004-02-23 - stupid girls
2004-02-22 - import driving jerkoffs
2004-02-16 - oh no... you didn't....
2004-02-14 - stoned, drunk, and dead
2004-02-10 - my socrates
2004-02-09 - cat game
2004-02-07 - another tirade against white people
2004-02-02 - god damn viniteri
2004-01-29 - on-edge
2004-01-21 - michelle wie's chi-chis
2004-01-13 - gimme back my $4 million
2004-01-07 - ideas!
2003-12-30 - haole's are fuckers. white people know they're scum.
2003-12-20 - "F" is for "Fuck-up"
2003-12-16 - i feel like shit...
2003-12-16 - more Old White Ladies...
2003-12-15 - sick. shit. cold. fuck.
2003-12-14 - too much studying... brain exploding...
2003-12-13 - kill myself, but in a good way
2003-12-12 - bitch-and-a-half
2003-12-09 - talkingpresidents.com
2003-12-08 - it's only 4 am
2003-12-07 - Judaism for Dummies and Homosexuality for Dummies
2003-12-04 - i draw better than a six year old
2003-12-02 - god's own international date line
2003-12-01 - the red mist
2003-11-30 - people die and so should you
2003-11-29 - fucking old white ladies
2003-11-24 - spin-out
2003-11-20 - a plastic vagina
2003-11-19 - a whole carrot?
2003-11-17 - one more month...
2003-11-14 - that johnny depp. he-a make-a me cry.
2003-11-05 - the coolest girlfriend in the world
2003-11-03 - fuck the NRA... again
2003-11-01 - it's a hello kitty cock ring
2003-10-31 - a movie everyone should see at least fifty times
2003-10-22 - shit
2003-10-20 - bad day
2003-10-18 - like diane
2003-10-17 - Senator Rick Santorum and Gay Sex
2003-10-15 - the s-word
2003-10-10 - good drunk
2003-10-09 - lakers are the best, lakers are the best, lakers are the best, but the Spurs won the West
2003-10-08 - i'm very intermediate school
2003-10-06 - are you calling me a liar?
2003-09-30 - waldenbooks top gun geeks
2003-09-29 - unless you're strapped to a bomb
2003-09-27 - do you mourn for those who wanted to die?
2003-09-23 - divine spirit? secular spirit? diety?
2003-09-21 - "jesus washes dishes at taco bell" or "i'm jewish"
2003-09-17 - dumbasses bitches fuckers
2003-09-16 - thoia thoing? under-age hoochies? mutually independent?
2003-09-15 - run-ed-the-fuck-over
2003-09-14 - history girl is going to be put to use
2003-09-10 - i'm not the only yobo jap
2003-09-07 - we're not gonna make it. no, no. we're not gonna make it. because we're going to be smashed by a big fucking rock.
2003-09-05 - the death threat, relived
2003-09-03 - treading on thin ice... and loving it!
2003-09-01 - anytown, usa
2003-08-31 - d-fek-tiv brain
2003-08-22 - every thing is gonna be all right
2003-08-13 - i have a kitty! yay!
2003-08-10 - fuck fat people
2003-08-05 - too many bibles!
2003-08-02 - this is why dad's usually make the decisions
2003-08-01 - questions of life...
2003-07-31 - grouchy like a mofo
2003-07-27 - fucking white fat ass fuck head
2003-07-23 - bi-(one)polar bear, get the second half-off
2003-07-20 - the second coming of christ, we'll throw a big party with a marching band too!
2003-07-18 - girls will be girls, guys will be guys
2003-07-15 - boom-boom
2003-07-05 - fireworks are cool, but only if your gay and have a small penis
2003-07-02 - "Shirts are mandatory, pants are optional"
2003-06-21 - harry potter, that bitch
2003-06-11 - the magical PR
2003-05-30 - now i'm back, from outter space
2003-05-23 - oops, my bad
2003-05-19 - the customer is NOT always right
2003-05-17 - i sold two graphic novels today. yay!
2003-05-16 - how to sell a PR
2003-05-14 - 8, 4, 0...
2003-05-09 - final closure
2003-05-08 - dammit...
2003-05-07 - slippers and snowball I
2003-05-07 - stupid stupid stupid computers...
2003-05-06 - sweet sweet goat piss
2003-04-30 - i almost lost $50... but i didn't, so i clapped and said "yay"
2003-04-27 - unbelievable!
2003-04-26 - frickin' schedule... stupid saturday...
2003-04-24 - short slant-eyes
2003-04-22 - a couple of stories for you
2003-04-20 - fuckin' customers
2003-04-13 - i like waldenbooks so much better than times
2003-04-07 - fuckin' james cameron
2003-04-06 - fuckin' lack of sales experience
2003-03-31 - fuckin' crazy people crack me up
2003-03-31 - fuckin' jesse james is god
2003-03-26 - fuckin' beer
2003-03-24 - fuckin' 18th birthday.
2003-03-21 - fuckin' prick ass kids
2003-03-20 - fuckin' insensitive pricks
2003-03-18 - fuckin' jesus was a black man
2003-03-17 - fuckin' punahou moron
2003-03-15 - fuckin' NRA
2003-03-13 - fuckin' pity and self loathing
2003-03-09 - fuckin' new phone
2003-03-07 - fuckin' posts
2003-03-04 - fuckin' cell phone
2003-03-02 - fuckin' drudge report
2003-02-28 - fuckin' bicyclists
2003-02-27 - fuckin' rapists
2003-02-25 - fuckin' birds
2003-02-23 - fuckin' drunk people
2003-02-22 - fuckin' vampires
2003-02-20 - fuckin' pocahontas
2003-02-19 - fuckin' spics
2003-02-17 - fuckin' nubians
2003-02-11 - yet again...
2003-02-06 - driving in the rain!
2003-02-04 - i can't sleep. this bites.
2003-02-02 - just like hyperspace
2003-01-30 - and no, i didn't jizz my pants
2003-01-29 - ferrari at kcc
2003-01-28 - another update
2003-01-16 - i updated.
2002-12-20 - whose house? runs house!
2002-12-16 - studying sucks.
2002-12-14 - do you want scorpion crispy?
2002-12-12 - the finals have begun
2002-12-12 - brain... fried... gah
2002-12-10 - up to a F+!!!
2002-12-09 - not stalking, just walking behind following
2002-12-09 - holy crap, yusef is still alive.
2002-12-08 - finals... ah!!!
2002-12-05 - stay in school, don't do drugs, erase the hate...
2002-12-05 - so tired...
2002-12-04 - more self-pity and loathing
2002-12-03 - a G+???
2002-12-02 - a fan for me!
2002-12-01 - yay! not yay...
2002-11-30 - no nsx... no magazine...
2002-11-27 - 12019 days ago...
2002-11-26 - bunny watching detail
2002-11-24 - ka wan is deffinately pake
2002-11-23 - i hate IS
2002-11-20 - compassionate ryan
2002-11-19 - bragging about randi
2002-11-18 - mr. okuno, mr. okuno! what's a noun? fuck if i know...
2002-11-14 - another anti-military rant
2002-11-13 - boy this is a weird one
2002-11-06 - so sad...
2002-11-06 - stupid stupid elections
2002-11-05 - elections suck
2002-11-05 - my birfday
2002-11-03 - stupid birds...
2002-11-01 - dignity in IS 198
2002-10-31 - fucking religious people
2002-10-30 - blowhole or drifting? hmm...
2002-10-28 - so it goes
2002-10-27 - hawaii, one big race track
2002-10-24 - assholes everywhere!
2002-10-23 - me being a real coach. kick ass
2002-10-22 - i do! i do!
2002-10-21 - should i even be posting this?
2002-10-20 - the home coming issue
2002-10-14 - back to news writing
2002-10-13 - the weekend of nothingness
2002-10-10 - i almost didn't give this one a title
2002-10-09 - stupid ass toyota suv driver
2002-10-07 - poseurs should be shot. so should bicyclists...
2002-10-06 - things i remember since i last updated
2002-10-01 - sweet home alabama my ass
2002-10-01 - this is a long time compressed because i'm too stupid to remember what happened

 

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