2002-05-22 - 10:30 p.m.
i can feel it... i can feel it in my body, in my bones, straight down to the marrow. i'm slowly being absorbed by the machine. it's eating into me. i can feel it pulling at my heart and soul. just shredding my beliefs.
i can feel it grabbing me. i can feel myself slowly giving in to the power it holds over us all. right down to the greediness of it all.
i hate this all... i hate all of it. every single part of it. it's ruining me. it's like the dark side. i realize i'm being drawn to it... and there's not much i can do about it, because without it, i starve. fuck.
i also have to walk everywhere without it.
that sucks even more.
god dammit.
i should stop listening to system of a down and rage against the machine before going to work, yeah?
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