2005-03-06 - 12:45 a.m.
i haven't been dead, but there were times when i wished i was dead.
so, since i last updated, the NFL playoffs ended. sadly, the colts just got plain beat by the pats. i was crushed. really really crushed. i felt pretty bad for a while... through the conference championships, the super bowl, the pro bowl... for a long time. i'm still pretty sad about it. but there's always next season, right? the colts have a pretty good chance again next year. the secondary is going to be a year older, the only big loss might be rick demulling, but the colts have good linemen. there's not too many free agents they stand to lose. i know edgerrin james will be back. for beyond this season, i don't know, but he'll be back. and who cares if he misses summer school and stuff, he always misses that shit anyway.
my traffic ticket got dismissed. that was nice. the officer didn't write any notes on the back of the ticket so the judge couldn't issue a judgement. the judge looked at me and said "would you like to conest the ticket?" which was her sign to say "yes." and then she said "okay, there's no notes on the back so i'm dismissing the ticket. have a good day." cool.
brett and michelle moved here. they've provided me with people to visit which is nice. it's like i have friends other than carlie and mike. i've basically doubled the amount of people i can talk to in person. go me.
there was the super bowl. that was... sad. the eagles managed to stay in the game up until the final three minues or so. freddie mitchel didn't really show up as advertised. terrell owens did though. i hate the patriots.
they released troy brown the other day. another example of bill belichick being bill belichick. this is the guy who released bernie kosar in his home town. go figure.
anyway, i went to the pro bowl. watching peyton manning and marvin harrison was all i could've imagined. watching peyton hit marvin on the skinny post and then watching marvin take it all the way was pretty nuts. plus there was the drunk guy who fell down the stairs twice and the raiders fans infront of us who lit up during the game. i love football.
about a week ago, i thought i had hemmorroids, so i went to the doctor. it turns out it was a fucking boil on my ass. apparently i have weak intestinal linning which leaves me suceptible to infections. so, it got infected, the infection turned into a boil on my ass crack and then i wished i were dead because it hurt a lot. this past tuesday i went to get it lanced and that hurt quite a bit too. i think i drooled on then operating table paper. yeah. not having anesthetics sucks. but anyway. in the past two weeks i've seen two doctors, recieved two different antibiotics and gotten three pain killers. of the three, only the vicodin does anything. ultracet sucks, and celebrex is even worse. plus i think it made my joints numb. so yeah. plus, in the past two weeks i've left the house um... three times to go to the doctor, once to longs to pick up a perscription, and i tried going to work yesterday, but that didn't work out so well so i left early. i went to visit brett and michelle though. it was nice to see people other than my parents and the people at the hospital. i haven't been to school in about two weeks because i cant sit down in a chair for more than a few minutes because the fucking cut on my ass hurts like a bitch still yet since there's still blood and pus draining from it.
in the mean time though, i've been watching quite a bit of ESPN, Discovery Channel, and my PS2.
i've also lost anywhere between four and seven pounds. yeah, i haven't been eating all that well because for a week and a half i was in just too much pain and recently i just haven't been that hungry because i'm not doing anything physical.
i also shaved my head yesterday. i'm not really sure why, but i say it's because i can't sit in a barber's chair and it was time for a haircut anyway.
i also got a new computer because a) my new iPod wasn't working with the old one and b) i cracked the screen on my old one. i was on the phone and my computer screen was open on the floor. i tripped and the phone flew into the screen and then crack. yeah... oh well.
it means i lost all my porn. that made me sad. but yeah... so it goes. that computer, now devoid of porn and other stuff is now operating as the family computer with the old desktop screen instead of the cracked one. it works well enough for my mom i guess.
hmm... other than that i can't think of anything else.
oh, yeah, now i can.
god UH players are slow. chad owens, who had the best 40-time of the three players invited to the combine clocked in at 4.63. timmy chang ran a 5.15 and abraham elimimian ran a 4.68 40. abe really hurt himself with that. i know he plays a lot faster than that, but still. a lot of guys were saying that despite timmy's poor 40 time, he threw the ball well enough that it didn't hurt him. and well, we all knew chad didn't have deep speed anyway. but god... a 4.70 for elimimian? ouch... he might end up as a safety because of that. well, probably not. but gosh, that kinda hurts him.
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