2000-04-29 - 21:23:03
I am sorely dissapointed in myself right now. At field day, a drill meet at Radford HS, i participated in the air rifle portion of the competition. Anyways, its a team event so i shot w/ Brandi. Shes an okay shooter for OIA, but nothing compared to ILH. Frickin' St. Louis. Well, i shot a 247/300 tying w/ my marksmanship qualification score, but she shot like a 204-210. not that great... in fact, not too good at all by my standards... but i dont care about that, im just pissed at the fact that i didnt shoot above a 247, i know its one of my top scores, but i was hoping for a 255 or something. i think i really screwed up in my prone. i shot only an 86. i know i can shoot at least a 90 prone. and i had one shot in my standing that hit white. i got only 4 points out of that. if my prone had been just a few more points plus my standing hadnt hit the white, im sure i coulda hit 255.
To make it worse is that i was shooting next to this guy from St. Louis. he was so fuckin' good. in fact i know his pop, he was my 7th grade science teacher, and oki knows the both of them. Oki tole me that this guy (sometimes) shoots better than Ryan Tanoue. And ryan tanoue is the one of the best shooters in the state. Infact, he is the best accoring to the state championships. its not that the st. louis guy psyched me out, its just that i wish i had been able to perform better infront of st. louis. you know, at least try to bring some pride to roosevelt. i mean, these guys shoot like 270-280. i shoot only 240-250. im so ashamed at myself.
well, at least roosevelt did good at one event. Kim's team, Ex. W/O arms, took home first place. props to you kim. that was the only trophy roosevelt took home. color guard had 3rd place. but they only gave out one trophy for that catagory. all i remember is that my team placed 9th out of 17 teams. right smack dab in the middle. so damn junk. HELL, FARRINGTON BEAT US!!! freakin farrington. argh!!! so dissapointed...
i know i can do so much better, and then my dad asks me how i improved since last year so much. i tried to tell him that i dont think about it, i just shoot. but he wont listen to me, he doesnt believe me when i say that its just natural for me. that shooting is one thing that i do decently and i just improve w/ practice. he thinks theres a scientific reason to it. its just that i dont think about it, i just do it. people just dont listen to me. everyone thinks they know me so freakin well. makes me even more mad. grr... snarl... growl...
well, im gonna go now. bye bye.
Funny shit of the entry:
I HATE ALL YOU FUCKING LITTLE ASIAN KIDS. YOU ALL THINK YOU AREALL>THAT
> > > BUTI
> > > HATE TO BREAK IT TO YOU FUCKED UP WANNABES BUT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT
> > > WORTHLESS UGLY SHITS!!! AND HERE ARE THE DAMN REASONS WHY I HATEYOU
> > > FUCKING> > > IDIOTS:
> > > 1. THE DUMB FUCK BOYS PRETEND TO BE GANSTERS AND SHIT.> > >
> > > 2. THE UGLY BITCH GIRLS PRETEND TO BE LITTLE CUTE HOES.> > >
> > > 3. YOU WEAR NOTHING BUT TOMMY HILFIGER AND OTHER DESIGNERS.> > >
> > > 4. ALL YOUR HAIR IS DRYED OUT AND DYED SOME UGLY SHIT BROWN.> > >
> > > 5. THE GIRLS WEAR TOO DAMN MUCH MAKEUP AND ARE ALL SLUTTY.> > >
> > > 6. THE BOYS THINK THAT THEIR STRONG BUT THEY CANT EVEN FIGHT.> > >
> > > 7. EVERYBODY THINKS THEY ARE PRETTY OR CUTE BUT YOU LOOK LIKE>SHIT.> > >
> > > 8. GIRLS ACT LIKE BITCHES AND ARE SLUTS.> > >
> > > 9. ALL THE FUCKED UP LITTLE GIRLS ARE ALL SLEEPING AROUND.> > >
> > > 10. THE BOYS ALL THINK THAT THEYRE THE SHIT
> > > BECAUSE THEYRE FUCKING SOME UGLY LITTLE HOE.> > >
> > > 11. WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THOSE BIG ASS PUFFY JACKETS?> > >
> > > 12. YOU ALL TALK ABOUT ASIAN PRIDE AND TRASH BUT
> > > WHEN ANOTHER RACE THREATENS THEM YOU BACK OFF.> > >
> > > 13. YOU ONLY LISTEN TO ASIAN MUSIC EVEN THOUGH
> > > YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE SAYING.> > >
> > > 14. THE GIRLS GET ALL FLIRTY WHEN ANY GUY DRIVES UP IN A>JAPANESE CAR.
> > >> > > 15. YOU LAZY ASSES WRITE THE WORD AZN BECAUSE
> > > YOU ARE TOO FUCKING STUPID TO SPELL OUT ASIAN.> > >
> > > 16. WHEN SOMEONE CALLS YOU ASIAN MAFIA YOU GET
> > > PISSED BUT WHEN SOMEONE ASIAN CALLS YOU THAT IT IS A> > > COMPLIMENT.> > >
> > > 17. THE GIRLS ARE FUCKING OBSESSED WITH THAT
> > > FUCKED UP FROG AND ALL THOSE OTHER SANRIO SHITS.> > >
> > > 18. THE BOYS WEAR THOSE BIG ASS PANTS THAT KEEP
> > > FALLING OFF THEIR SORRY SELVES.> > >
> > > 19. GIRLS ONLY WEAR TIGHT ASS FLARED PANTS AND
> > > HAVE THOSE DAMN SMALL LITTLE CAMISOLES.> > >
> > > 20. THOSE FUCKING MESSENGER BAGS DONT HOLD SHIT BUT YOU CARRY>THEM
> > > AROUND> > > BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE THE BOMB. 21. ASIAN BOYS CANT EVEN
>FIGHT.> > >> > > 22. WHY DO ALL THE GIRLS WEAR FUCKING MAKEUP? NO
> > > MATTER HOW MUCH DAMN MAKEUP YOU WEAR
> > > YOURE NOT GOING TO LOOK ANY BETTER BECAUSE
> > > ALL ASIANS ARE UGLY AS SHIT.> > >
> > > 23. ALL THE GIRLS WRITE IN CAPITALS AND THEN NO
> > > CAPITALS AND ITS DAMN ANNOYING.> > >
> > > 24. GIRLS ALL THINK THEYRE CUTE BECAUSE THEY HAVE
> > > SOME "FINE" BOY AND THEN HE FUCKS SOME OTHER GIRL.> > >
> > > 25. ASIAN BOYS ALL SMOKE BECAUSE THEY THINK IT
> > > MAKES THEM STRONGER. BUT LET ME TELL YOU
> > > SOMETHING, YOU ARE FUCKING WEAK AND YOU WONT
> > > GET STRONGER UNLESS YOU TAKE STEROIDS, WHICH
> > > I KNOW SOME OF YOU WILL BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING IDIOTS.> > >
> > > 26. BOYS CARRY KNIVES AND GUNS TO SCHOOL TO
> > > INTIMIDATE PEOPLE BUT THEN YOU SUCK UP TO TEACHERS AND>SHIT.> > >
> > > 27. STUPID ASS BOYS ARE ALWAYS PLAYING FUCKIND ARCADE GAMES AND>THE
> > > GIRLS> > > CANT PLAY FOR SHIT BUT THEY STAY IN THERE.> > >
> > > 28. HELL, THE BOYS CANT PLAY EITHER.> > >
> > > 29. ASIAN GIRLS WEAR SLUTTY ASS TIGHT CLOTHES.> > >
> > > 30. WHAT THE HELL YOU NEED A PAGER FOR? YOU'RE IN
> > > SCHOOL ALL DAY AND BESIDES, WHAT MAKES YOU SO
> > > DAMN IMPORTANT THAT PEOPLE NEED TO PAGE YOU ANYWAYS?> > >
> > > 31. YOU'RE ALWAYS SAYIN "RePrEsEnTiN", BUT LET ME TELL YOU A>LITTLE
> > > SOMETHING: "YoU b rEpReSeNtIn fUcKiNg sHiT"> > >
> > > 32. YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING SUPERFICIAL AND SHALLOW.> > >
> > > 33. THE GIRLS TALK IN STUPID FUCK VOICES.> > >
> > > 34. ASIAN MAFIA, MY FUCKING ASS. ITS JUST A BUNCH OF WANNABES.> > >
> > > 35. ASIANS SUCK DICK IN GENERAL.> > >
> > > THATS WHY I HATE YOU FUCKING LITTLE IDIOTS. I KNOW SOME DUMB FUCKIS>GOING
> > > TO> > > MAKE THIS INTO A FORWARD SO FUCK YOU. GO TO HELL AND STAY THERE,
> > > ASIANS. YOU ARE ALL FUCKED UP LITTLE WANNABES WHO THINK THEY ARETHE>SHIT
> > > BUT> > > YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT UGLY ASS MOTHERFUCKING HOES AND
>SONS OF> > > BITCHES! I'LL SEE YOU IN HELL, ASIANS!> > >
> > > FUCK WHOEVER WROTE THIS FUCKEN BULLSHIT~!!! YOU LIL' BITCH!!!!TALKIN
> > > SHITS TO US ASIANS... YOU FUCKEN LOWLIFE, HAVE THE TIME TO SIT YOUR>FATASS
> > > DOWN ON A CHAIR AND MAKE UP BULLSHITS ABOUT ASIANS. YOU FUCKEN GOTO>HELL
> > > BITCH!!!!!!!! ~BUNNY -ASIAN PRIDE> > > YELLOW!> > > FuC dAt ~!~!
> > > i KnOe hE jUs sUm WhiTe NeRd... ( nOt sAyiN nUthiN bOuT WhiTe>PeEpoS...
> > > BuT i KnoE hEs wHiTe... ) fUciN PrObAbLy gOt jUmpEd bY uS aZiAnz...
> > > LeT mEeh tELL wHoEvEr wROte DiS dAt...
> > > yEa... LikE u sAiD... sUm1z gOnnA tUrN diS iNtO a FoWaRd..
> > > aNd iLL b LaUgHiN wEn iT gEtS bAc 2 u ~!~! aLL uR rEaSoNs r dUm ...
> > > u KnOe y?? bcUz dEy cAn aLL gO sUc mAh PuSsy...
> > > uR LiL @$$ iSh gOnnA gEt FuCeD sUmdAy, MeSsiN wiT uS aZiAnz...
> > > hOo u diNk u iSh?? anD hEa.. a LiSt oF ReAsOns y uR @$$ iSh gOnNa>gEt
> > > kiKeD...> > > By aLL oF uS...
> > > 1. uR sOooOo dUm... wRiTiN bOuT uS aZiAns oN aOL...
> > > DiDnt u KnOe hALf dA PeEpOs oN aOL iSh aZiAn??> > >
> > > 2. i KnOe u aiNt cALLiN MeEh a hOe...
> > > cUz iF wE hOes... dA BiTcH uR sLeEpiN wiT iSh cErtAiNLy a>hOe tOo
> > > ~!~!> > >> > > 3. wAiT... wUtz WrOng wiT BrAnD nAmE cLoThEs??
> > > u CaNt aFFoRd dEm oR SuMtiN??
> > > 4. FuC dAt sHiT... aZiAn hAiR iSh dAbOmB ~!~!> > >
> > > 5. uR mAmA b wEaRiN mAkE uP 2... dEn mAyB sHes a sLuT??> > >
> > > 6. uR pApA cAnT fiTe 4 sHiT... u cAnt eiThEr...
> > > dAtS y u gOnNa gEt uR @$$ kiKeD...> > >
> > > 7. wE dO NoT LoOk LikE sHiT... OnLy ShiTty PeEpOs LiKe u dO ~!~!> > >
> > > 8. aLL gUrLs aCt Like BiTcHeS AnD r sLuTs??u MeAn uR gUrL.. iSh a>BiTcH
> > > anD a sLuT...> > >> > > 9. aLL dA dUm gUrLs sLeEp wiT u ~!~!> > >
> > > 10. u DiNk u aLL HaRd b cUs u wRoTe sHiTs BoUt uS...
> > > BuT u KnOe WuT?? u aiNt gEtTiN aWay WiT iT...
> > > wE gOnNa FiNd oUt... aNd uR @$$ iSh gOnNa b dAmN SoRriE...> > >
> > > 11. BiG PuFfy JaCkEtS?? FuC iSh wRoNg wiT uR @$$...
> > > TaLkiN ShiT bOuT uS??? 12. aLL i HaB 2 sAy.....
> > > " aZiAn PryDe, iTz a AziAn tHaNg ! "> > >
> > > 13. wE dO NoT OnLy LiStEn 2 ChiNeSe MuSiC...
> > > LiKe u UnDeRstaNd wUt dEy sAy?! BuT hEaS a MeSsaGe FrOm aLL>oF> > > uS...
> > > " PoK gUy hUm gA ChOn, hUi sAy aHhH, sAy LuN yUrNg,
> > > sEk sEe LahHhh...gUm yU Lo ! " AnD dA MoSt fAmoUs LiNe...
> > > " DeW Lay Lo Mo ! "> > >
> > > 14. yEa... dA jApaNeSe cAr u B DrEaMiNg bOuT aLL uR LiFe...
> > > BuT u KnOe WuT?? uLL Neva aFForD iT ~!~!> > >
> > > 15.AziAn AziAn AziAn AziAn AziAn AziAn AziAn AziAn AziAn...
> > > jUs PrOviN uR WrOng... aNd iN cAsE u diDnt nOtiCe...
> > > iF u WaLk iNtO a "SP" cLaSs RoOm... aLmOst aLL dA HeAdS
> > > DeRe r AziAnS... ( SP = SpEciaL pROgReSs )> > >
> > > 16. LiKe i sAiD eArLiEr... iTs a AziAn tHaNg !> > >
> > > 17. WuT OoOgLy @$$ fRoG?? u?? KeRoPpi iSh cUte ~!~!> > >
> > > 18. wUt biG @$$ PaNtS?? iF dEy LiKe iT... dEy wEaR iT...
> > > b siDeS EvEr HeArD oF sTyLe?? PeEpOs HaB diFfErEnT
> > > tAStE... iN diS cAsE.. uR tAsTe SuCks...> > >
> > > 19. sOooO wUt iF wE WeAr tiGht fLaRes?? iSh dAt y u B
> > > ChEckiN uS oUt?? aT LeaSt wE LoOk gOoD iN iT ~!~!> > >
> > > 20. wE u MeAn wE thiNk wE dAbOmB... wE r DaBoMb !> > >
> > > 21. aZiAn bOis cAnT fiTe?? waTch dEm fUc uR @$$ uP...> > >
> > > 22. u WaNt uS 2 stOp WeAriN MaKe uP?? TeLL uR BiTcH
> > > 2 sToP wEaRiN MaKe uP fiRsT.. iTz nOt gOnNa MaKe hEr
> > > LoOk NE bETta NEwAyz... FuCiN LiL hOe !> > >
> > > 23. i LuB WriTiN LiKe DiS... aT LeAst iT LoOks BeTta...> > >
> > > 24. i KnOe i HaB a FiNe bOi... cUz i dOn hAb u ~!~!> > >
> > > 25. FuC iT... aLL aZiAn bOi dOnt aLL SmOkE... uR mAmA iSh aN
> > > eXaMpLe...> > >> > > 26. eVer HeArD oF sELf dEfEnSe?? dEy cArRiE wEaPoNs 2
> > > pROtEcT dEmSeLvEs... aNd cUz dEy wAnNa kiLL u ~!~!> > >
> > > 27. aLL uS gUrLs cOuLd pLay aRcAdE gAmEs, wE'LL bEaT uR
> > > LiL soRriE @$$ nEtiMe... b siDes wE'Re dErE 2 wAtCh oUr
> > > bOiz... wE dErE 4 dEm aND wiLL aLwAyZ LuB dEm ~!~!> > >
> > > 28. mAh bOi cAn fuC uR @$$ iN nE gAMe !> > >
> > > 29. wE wErE tiGhT cLoThEs cUs riTe nOw.. iTz iN fAsHiOn...> > >
> > > 30. wE CaRriE pAgErS cUz wE nOt aLwAyZ HoMe aNd iN
> > > sKoOL... pEepOs LuB uS, dEy pAgE jUs 2 sAy... i LoVe u !> > >
> > > 31. bUtt oUt oF wUt wE rEpReSeNt... iTs a AziAn tHaNg !> > >
> > > 32. wE OnLy ShALLow aNd SuPeRfiCiAL wEn u sEe u !> > >
> > > 33. i HaB a BeAutiFuL vOiCe... uR vOiCe iSh MaD FuCkEd !> > >
> > > 34. hOw u gOnNa tALk BoUt dA AziAn MaFiAs LiKe dAt??
> > > wAtCh... u gOnNa gEt uR SoRriE @$$ kiKed wEn wE fiNd
> > > oUt hOo u R ~!~! 35. sUc uR DiC?? nO... u dUn hAb a DiC PeRiOd.
> > > dAtS y uR soOOO StOoPiD... uLL nEvA sEe uS iN heLL... cUz...
> > > wE aiNt gOiN 2 heLL... OnLy u r... BiTcH ~!~!
> > > iF u rEaLLy hAtE uS sOoO MuCh... dEn y dA FuC u SpEnD uR dAmN @$$>tiMe
> > > wRiTiN jAcK sHiT bOuT uS?? tO aLL oF uS kOo AziAnz...
> > > sEnD DiS 2 aLL dA pEepOs u KnOe... mAyB iT wiLL gO BaC 2 hiM...
> > > dAt sOn oF a BiTcH... sTaRtiN fuC wiT uS... mEeh DaMn aSs PiSt...
> > > wuTevErZ... >>> > > >>> > >
>Boy, betta watch yo mouth. Cuz all dissin' us azn'z like dat, you gonnaget
>capz up yo muthafuckin' ass. *Takes a lil puff of opium* Trust me, youdun
>wanna see me wit my gunz, cuz I'll fuckin' be shootin' em up, nigga.I'll
>be shootin' em up so bad yo great great great geat grand daddy gonnafeel>it
>biatch. U dun wanna see me packin' my Glock, Sig, Browning, HK, AK, andmy
>M-16, cuz den u kno I'm fuckin' mad angry. so wasup fukka, CUZ ITS ALL
>ABOUT AZN BOIZ, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!>>>
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