2001-10-18 - 10:41 p.m.
i'm usually a very calm, peaceful, non-agressive kinda guy. but what happened tonight is one of those few times that i do get pissed off and violent tendencies come to the surface.
it was the twilight pep rally tonight and at our twilight pep rally they have something called a mass dance where all the seniors present take the field and just dance for a little bit while everyone else cleans up and the judges tally up the score and everything. last year it took abotu half-an-hour, so we figured that we'd go about the same time, maybe small kine less (which we did- 28 minutes or so). so, during sixth period and a little bit after school, me and taryn were mixing the tape making it all good for the mass dance. 2 hours for about 28 minutes of music. we put our heart and soul into that mother fucking tape, we were proud of it. we wanted it to go on and be our time to be seniors.
but shit happens.
one stupid mother fucker from another class came on the field and started to dance. so what'd they do? the yanked the plug on us. the seniors get punished for that god damned moron.
they stopped the god damned music on us! IN THE MIDDLE OF FAT LIP! STUPID BITCHES!
and then they started it up again on blink 182. so i thought, oh, okay... it's cool now. but another few songs down the road they end the music... JUST BEFORE THE GOOD HAWAIIAN SHIT THATS SUPPOSED TO MAKE EVERYONE CRY AND REMEMBER THIS MOMENT AND SWAY AND DANCE SLOWLY AND SHIT. what is up with that? they cut out the most important songs of it all. i swear to god i was so god damned pissed off that i started to fucking blast eric. jenna said that she heard it over the mic too. that and "i think that was ryan." "he sounds pissed." god damn right i was pissed.
so now i'm thinking how to get retribution. i'm thinking about writting a false announcement and getting an advisor to sign it then i'm going to change it and turn it in to be printed. i dont know... i just want to do something to get my vengence and place the blame where it should be. stupid mother fuckers should be fucking spit on!
argh... i'm mad.
and if teruya gives me lip about how it shouldn't have been that long anyway i'm gonna blast her.
i dont care about my grade if that gestapo shit is gonna be pulled. shes not gonna fuck with me. nobodys gonna fuck with me about this. i put too much into that. grr...
someones gonna get some bad juju for this...
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