2002-05-06 - 9:05 p.m.
this morning i saw these two doves sitting infront of my building and they were sitting really close next to each other, i guess to share warmth. i couldn't help but think to myself, "damn that's cute" and so i told randi when she picked me up. and just after i finished saying it she slapped me in the chest. nevermind that she saw a limo, it just ruined me for cute things for life.
god dammit.
and then... shit... i dont remember.
and for most of the day i didn't do anything because plenny people were out with AP exams and stuff and i usually dont do anything in class anyway.
but i did pay attention to williams' lecture in class today.
and in period 5, i was sitting in akamine's room with the lights off because i didn't want the counselors to give me notes to run today 'cause i was super tired. so mr. i forget his name brought this girl in to do her homework. and so she goes "oh mr... why's that guy sitting in the room in the corner with the lights off?"
so i goes: "oh... cause i didnt feel like delivering notes today."
and then mr. i forget his name goes: "but your our man, ryan. blah blah blah..."
and then i explain how i need a break sometimes and the girls said it best "he doens't wanna feel obligated to take the notes for you."
and i was thinking "yeah, thats the perfect way to say it." and then i went back to surfing the net on boss' computer.
after period 5, i made my way to randi before she left for her physics class to get her keys for the escort. so i got the car and i drove home following the speed limit the whole way there. then i went to go pick her up after school. i drove up to the band room 'cause it was kinda pouring. so i drove there and i backed down the hill. i swear to god, reversing is so much more fun than driving forward 'cause its so much more of a challenge. i'm just more cautious now than i was about a month ago.
and then i drove her home and i slept at her house becuase i was really tired all day long. man, manoa is scary with all the rain and shit. i didn't know what it was, me being a city boy and all.
fuck, i really should stop sleeping at randi's house and use that time to my advantage. like eating more or something... no i'm too fat still yet.
i still need to lose more weight.
i'm losing weight actually, but i'm not getting any stronger. i'm just losing fat. god dammit...
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